i miss you
i miss you so much
and it sucks so bad
and it hurts so much
cause i dont wanna miss you anymore
but i do
i miss you like crazy
and i dont know what to do about it
cause you hurt me so bad
the things you said to me
the things you accused me of
they could never just disappear
but they could always be forgiven
and i hurt so bad inside
longing for your touch
longing for you
to feel your breath on my cheek as we fall asleep
to feel your arms around me
cause you hold me like no one else could
i long to feel you again
if only one more time
so i can make your touch last a lifetime
the day i get over you
will be beautitful.
i will no longer hurt
my heart will no longer
bleed
my eyes will no longer
burn
and i will be free
free from your curse
the one that has for so
long kept me from feeling anything for anyone else
and why
why does my heart bleed
for you like this
you are nothing to me
and yet you are everything
everything ive dreamed
of up to this point
and everything ive wanted
to be myself
and my heart
how it bleeds for you
and no matter how hard
i try to stop it
it wont stop, it continues
on
as though it will never
stop
and the burning in my eyes
is almost too much to take
anymore
as i wonder if i will ever
see through this cloud again
and the words you have
spoken haunt me
as i wonder what more is
to come
but one day,
someday
the day will come
when i am over you.
most people go through their lives without really
know what love is.
i feel blessed that i got to share this experience
with you,
and while it may not have been real, true love
it was a beautiful experience, and i would not pass
it up for anything
i thank you for the time you spent with me, and the
way you made me feel.
and i thank you for the memories that will never
leave my heart.
but most of all i thank you, for showing me who you
are
for the pain you have cost me, is no longer near its
far
yes its true im still not over you and i still long
for your touch
but no longer am i angry at the times had that were
rough
all i can remember is the joy you brought me
and the times we spent together that meant so much
to me.
i watch you walk into the distance
disappearing before my eyes
walking out of my life for the last time,
forever
and i wonder why you have to go
why you have to leave me here in the cold.
what did i do to deserve this
why did you feel like you had to go
running back to her
like there was nothing here for us
and i watch you
until i can no longer see you
but i still stare after you
as though you might come running back
but deep down i know you wont
cause i know its over
whatever we had for such a short time
is gone
and its not coming back
i know that... you did that
and it hurts so bad to think of you with her
cause it was supposed to be you and me
but now its just me
left here alone
to survive by myself in my misery
and will i ever quit waiting, stop wondering
when your coming back?
i dont know if i'll ever be completely over you...
i think i could have loved you...
ill
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